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Run.


Jasmine wants




Plead

talk to monster and monster won't eat you.




Victims


upcoming! fun schedule equivalent :)

x Love Matters (Sunday) it's a terrible movie. =(
x The Curious Case of Benjamin Button (TBA)
x Cycling (TBA) --> I miss cycling =(
x Current Affairs Workshop (10,11,12 March)
x Thieves Market OH SO FUN! =D OWL BAG! <333
x 12 Rounds <-- hmm, boring movie? zzzzz *retches at mention of popcorn*
x Visit Objectif <-- LOMO Embassy; lomos are expensive. =(
x ARTFRIEND WAS FUN; haahs, if you consider trying not to fold a piece of turquoise tracing paper and bring it home in one piece fun.
x Knowing (Saturday)
x chalet! (13-16 April) <3333333
x X-MEN ORIGINS: WOLVERINE FOUND :D

Dramas
x Witch Yoo Hee
x ToGetHer (ai jiu zhai yi qi)
x Boys over Flowers
x Grey's Anatomy S5 WAITING S6!!
x House S5 SEASON 6 HURRY OUT!
x Gokugen 1, 2, 3

Movies
x Coraline
x Knowing
x Potter
x X-Men Origins: WOLVERINE

Sewing Machine
x fabrics purchase GOT THEM! =D
x attempts to create: jewellery tools case, purses, passport cover, lappy cozy
x BOOK COVER! COMPLETE!

Photography
x amateur photography --> kinda suck at this huh? (well, ongoing)

OHLIQ
x finish selling those ragged pieces of clothes! (can I give up already? :S)

Jasmine/A Tinge of Aquamarine
x jewellery tuning
x photography
x conceptualise
x photoshop

Cooking
x attempt to arrange/attend cooking lessons once a week with my mother CLOSE to giving up on this. :P

Fleas
x visit the theives' market at sugei road (since I FINALLY found out how to get there :) (wed) <3333333333

Fitness
x once-twice weekly jogging :) hey, relieves stress and increases metabolism! very very good. =) (or others like tennis and cycling)--> these no time. =(
x GOAL: to lose weight to below **kg :D
x dance class
x GOLF! lol.
x kayaking!

CCA stuff
x NYAA Chapter
x SPIN@TRM - NATAS

WISH LIST
x Disderi 3 Lens Camera =) --> Spreeing it! :D
x headphones? Those vintage kind! Plus won't mess my hair! (note* my head is pretty big, pls make necessary allowances. :P) --> anyone want to bring me to Jaben/Stereo?
x Jewellery Case/Box for bringing to Taipei. =)
x Maybe you can get me stuffs for my OIAP. hahas, just please, don't give me a ricecooker. -_-
x New Glasses
x Contact Lens
x Nude Heels and Gladiator Sandals!--> waiting waiting waiting!!
x Casual Blazer!--> bought! but the seller superrr slow. :(
x Robot Necklace & whale earrings!--> think I may forgo these two, whale earrings not so nice, may switch to birdie instead! Robot mahs, idk...
x Polar Bear Wire Wrap!
x Two new bags I kan shang online. Should be getting it. Except dno when she ordering also... O_O
x External Harddisk :x

leave now and monster won't eat you.



Obituaries

Elle.



Monday, November 26, 2007
never thought I'd feel that way...
in case you were wondering otherwise, I was simply referring to my family who have gone overseas to hong kong without moi. Initially thought it was going to be so fun to be home-alone, but woke up that saturday feeling like the house was too empty... It just didn't feel right, even pokemon did not seem funny nor did I seem to understand it... Oh wells, that was why went to work grumpy, grouchy later... was rather down for the day...

anyway, was telling him how I felt...and in a way I guess he was comforting me... kinda happy I guess, but at the same time, I msg-ed him coz I knew that he felt that way before, thus, it was a good person to ask for some comfort. Eventually it ended with him implying how no life he had, to me he had no life anyway, coz he was going to study and do tutorials on a sunday... seriously, and at a location I simply cannot approve further. Oh wells.

Anyway, initially, I just felt like it was alright, we had a pretty good friendship going on, and since I was telling him about my depression of being alone in sg, I thought it would have been appropriate to ask him to call me in the morning to wake me up (i.e. be my alarm clock)...and eventually, he did call, but a bit I ask him call 11am, he called at 1030am. Anyway, it didn't matter, I was actually kinda awake from my dream already... But, it was nice to hear his voice I guess. Anyway din't expect him to call either, coz I sent the msg at 3am, and the next thing I heard was his voice. *smiles* okay lah, at first I really did not think much about it, but just felt that he was sweet enough to call me, and that he was really just sympathizing with my plight of being all alone...which, come to think of it, is pretty true, and probably the reason for him doing so... okay, nvm, I'm just probably trying to rationalise the situation and his action, that if anyone else asked him to do it, he would have done the same, it just happened that I was the first. Okay, that is the theory then. I really don't wish to take it as how hua said it, he made the effort. he MADE THE EFFORT. nono, that's incorrect, yes, he made the effort, but no matter what, doing anything requires effort right? >.> it's not that he is trying to imply anything. Anyway, I have pretty much died alrd, slightly happy when hua said that, but still, now I don't feel too overwhelmed with joy as I have been before. Regardless, it's good, I'm not supposed to either and it shows I have let go more or less, yay *smiles*

Ironically, I don't know if that is supposed to be a good thing or bad, coz what if he really meant something, or is developing something. Even though from my constant interaction with him on msn, he has no interest whatsoever in bgr currently, I really dno lah. oh well well, I think it's better that I just simply stay this way, let's just remain good friends, I will be there for you, and you will be there for me? I dno. oh well wells.